Focus up ladies, good evening and welcome to the birthing suite. Jarvis, drop my needle!
Tumblr is a blog aka a diary/place to vent. And venting is what I intend to do.
Whoever said being in love was bliss, left out a few things. Especially since my first serious relationship happens to be with a semi-famous musician twice my age. We are so compatible on a personality and biology scale, yet he has so much more life experiences then I do. And that includes relationship experience.
Now I am normally not a jealous person, which is something he loves about me since that is a difficult situation for him since he kinda has to be a attention whore. But I can only take so much when this certain stalker girl texts him asking him if he is horny. And I only found this out because he told me when she texted him. Which means I know he isn’t cheating on me since he told me about the text himself. But it still hurts that he didn’t tell her to stop. He just sent a casual ‘No, I am in a meeting.’ But she does other little things like having to get a photo of them hugging every time he has a show. Or posting on his facebook things like ‘44 days until I get to see my sweet Anthony Gomes’. He has even admitted to her being crazy. But he doesn’t stop it.
I want to be pissed because he just keeps letting this girl do stuff like that, and not telling her to stop. But on the other hand he likes that I am not jealous normally, and I don’t want my little to freak out to make him think he can’t trust to tell me stuff like this because it will upset me.
I kinda miss being single. It didn’t mess with my head as much. The lack of sex was the negative factor…
ok. done being an emotional girly wreck.